Sorry mate, I just need to break away every once in a while. Too much mushrooms makes you unfit for society, thats just the way it is. As I just said I don't believe in an alternative reality, I lived my life and I roamed my path and there is really no way back - only forwards. All I can say is; "I did as good as I could at the time". I learned that from a wise American aunt. My say would be; all I can do is to try to make the best of the time I have left - whatever that is, and I have every intension to do that.
This is for you...