Keep doing your research and reading as much as you can. I know it can be difficult starting out but it is always best to get some help. Everyone keeps saying that not because they dont think you are capable but mostly not wanting a possible new person in this hobby to crash and get discouraged. I tried it by myself at first and crashed first flight. Was so bummed about it i gave it up for almost 10 years. Next time i got with a local club, got trained and have been enjoying the hobby every since. Just know everyone is hoping for your success.