RE: It was hard not to do
why don't you get a number of one of the club instructors and call and set up a meeting at the field so you can fly instead of just chancing someone being there? Would be so much easier.
I see more airplanes get broken from newbies just taxiing around and ending up in the air. Don't feel bad. I have seen that happen in 2 full scale cases with students too, and in both cases, they died. Unfortunately, one of them took his daughter with him.
Get someone to go help you and fly the thing. Don't try it on your own, you won't like the outcome.