You do have a puter and internet so download a free flight sim called FMS and give it a try. At least you can crash lots of planes without having it cost you every time. To make it easy I have included a link to the site for you to check out and/or download. The FMS works well and you can find lots of free different planes that FMS useers have made for the program. Just another thought. If there are local hobby stores that sell RC equipment, they should be able to direct you to experienced pilot or if lucky, an Rc club. Hope things work out for you, Fast!

http://n.ethz.ch/student/mmoeller/fms/index_e.html