its not a matter of humbling myself... or thinking people are being mean..

I'm not a 12 year old kid.  I'm a grown man and I'm anti-social.

I don't like dealing with people.
I don't like going to the grocery store because the cashier will invariably want to chat like we're old friends.

with the advent of the internet there are countless forums, how-to's, tech manuals, videos, walk throughs all at my fingertips in the comfort of my own home.

I enjoy learning things on my own.
Joining a club would be more like something a Judge would sentence me to if he wanted to truly punish me.

Ive ordered a simulator and I'm reading everything I can get my mitts on right now.
It's going to be a long time before I consider building anything of my own so I don't yet need to worry about construction yet.

it's possible that I wont be able to do it myself at which point I will hire someone to teach me.

I will not join a club.