not so much just regular old drowning for me. i can swim good, i scuba dive and snorkel, i surf, i kyak, but running out of air/ having my reg torn free/ or being attacked while under water makes me so afraid. my dad has his commercial diving license and im just a recreational diver, and weve talked over how we would do it if we were out of air, and couldnt get out of the water, or would end up with the bends if we shot. we agreed on the fact that the bends are the worst way to go, but where we didnt agree is on what we would do. i would hold my breath until i passed out if given the opportunity, whereas he would suck in water. i dont think i could bring myself to suck in water because i feel like it would be extremely painful. as i write this i realise im being morbid, but honest
