The Sig Kadet Mark 2 is a great and easy trainer to build, its still avaliable, around $70, Don't be discouraged about building, it does take some skill, but all that will come in time. there is alot of guy's willing to help, join a local club and you will see for your self.Learn to fly, with one of the many guy's at your club, get a sim, don't have to be real flight, there are a lot on rcu,cheap and hardly ever used. you can learn alot on that sim. just keep crashing till you get it right,then reset. no money waisted, or bad feelings. If you ain't crashing , you ain't flying. I personally learned the hard way, no help 30 years later, still learning and using a sim to keep the skills sharp. I would definately put that plane on hold for awhile to your confident enough, and have a plane or two under your belt. You can find the instruction book on the net , someone has built this plane. Good luck and keep on trying.