normaly when i crash which has only been 4 times in the last 2 years i really wasn't depressed. i was more mad then anything bcause all my crashes were my fault my most resent crash was my trainer plane which i loved that plane but i was pulling a loop and my aieleron servo fail due to load the gears and links and mount all broke which made the plane act like it had dual elevators so it kept pulling tight loops until it hit the ground i was mad because i was pushing it to hard and mad that there was nothing i could do but watch.