I have enjoyed all the comments. Could go on and talk about what I have done and what should happen in your journey to becoming a R/C pilot. To say "I don't have It" is not what I think. In all the years of teaching flying it is hard to tell at first who does have it. There is a lot of hero fliers out there that I figured would never learn. I do ask you try to understand most of the comments on this or any other forum is trying to help. You take care and hang in there. Building and flying these things can be rewarding. You will make many friends. You will find yourself going to work and saying something like this would be a great day to fly. Perhaps it is how you feel about this sport is the real test if you have it or not.
Like many others have pointed out. We have all landed a few inches to low.