RE: I Dont Have IT
You know something cry-baby...
I once crashed two trainers on the same day...(one was even the instructor's fault) know what I did. I went home and glued them back together and was back at the field the next day.
I did not go looking for another instructor or blame anyone... I got back on the saddle and continued training. That instructor has turned into a pretty good friend of mine. I would call my parents and tell my 80yo mom: "airplane go boom", we would have a laugh and I would go do it again. I have not made one of those calls in a while. I learned from my mistakes... I know a crash is coming.
Sure I wanna be an elite flier... I don't have the time or the money... I recognize that.... but I am a pretty durn good RC pilot and you are not. I don't think you have the mental fortitude for it.