your in the same boat as A LOT of clubs out there. When you need to , just take a break.. go fly, have fun.. when your ready try to change it.
Most clubs are not about just flying Airplanes. Some are highly political places. Small dictatorships, and KING of my ANT HILL mentality. some people fly model airplanes that is there hobby. other like controlling others and making rules.. that is there hobby.. don't most of those harldy fly when at the club? Take notice.. nature will take care of those.
Untill the old guard overcomes this, there will be a lot of flyers at the parks. Why do you think they sell so well? Even those of us that have been in a long time have a few.
Why? so i can fly without going to the field
GOOD LUCK. enjoy your flying.. don't let othesr take that from you
Good luck.