Bri69, as a newbie myself I feel as if I can offer some valuable information.

Please do not attempt to fly your plane again by yourself (unless you're rich and like to destroy things) it will most certainly end in disaster. As was recommended above, try a simulator. FMS is FREE and all you need is an adaptor that can be had for under $20. I have used it and it has helped me tremendously.

Additionally, there has got to be a club in a reasonable distance from you, go check it out and be patient, you will be pleased that you did. These clubs can be an invaluable resource for information as well as excellent place to meet good people.

Good luck in the sky and on the ground!