Quick history, I had a trainer and instructor and soloed. after several flights I got over confidant tried to fly inverted and destroyed the plane. Purchased a ultra stick 40 and futaba 6xas and on second flight destroyed the plane( the fire wall was 2inches bellow grade when I picked it up). Almost ready to give up completely. I do not like computers, but I am considering a simulater. I get real confused when they list thing I need for the soft ware like video cards and such. Do I need to have my own transmiter? I'm considering selling everything I have left from my planes and radio to purchase the sim and start over when I feel I have mastered the sim. I would like opinions and a brief idea of what steps to take to purchase and install a sim like the real flight or the aerofly

Thank you