RE: THE END OF RC
So you had a brain fart, we all do......We are only human.
You have experienced what a lot of full scale pilots experience. I known some pilots that once they got on the ground, could never go near a plane again because their relapse in not performing a procedure correctly scared themselve sensless. Some wait awhile and then go back up with an instructor just to get their confidence back up. I know when I did something scary (ie: stupid), I tried to go over the procedure again with an instructor so that I was better prepared in my mind to be able to handle the situation again. Give it a few weeks. You obviously don't want to give up RC cold turkey or else you wouldn't be here on RCU. If you don't trust your abilities, have a instructor fly with you on a buddy cord. I've done this with a few of my warbirds because I was too nervouse to perform the checkride solo. Just don't try to hastly sell everything off and try to forget you ever did anything with RC. You will regret it.
Scott