I never said it was hard. I am glad you can do it. What people are trying to tell you is you have a really dangerous attitude. Thats why you are getting a lot of crap. Unfortunately, you don't listen to what people say, and you think you have to prove something. I had a friend like that growing up. Unfortunately, he hasn't changed in 20 years and people still hate being around him. Think about it if you can understan it. Noone wants to be around someone with the attitude you have been flippin at everyone.