Same I haven't even flown my plane yet (waiting for the instructor to call) and I am always cleaning and checking it over I love it, its gonna suck when it crashes, but thats part of the hobby, and when it crashes I will buy a new one except the next one I want to buy a kit and put it together, then IT WILL REALLY SUCK WHEN IT CRASHES!
Note: I said "when" it crashes not "if" it crashes.