<--First thing ya need to do is smile! After that it's all downhill. Keep your chin up and remember that your a part of the best hobby out there...RC modeling! And, on top of that, you in the best part of that hobby...RC FLIGHT!!!! What could be better than that? Take your sweet time and wring every bit of experience and wisdom out of your instructors. That's what they are there for. Sounds to me like your very sincere in your efforts, and your instructors probably see it. Do your homework and make sure your ready everytime you get to the field. Batteries charged, plenty of fuel, and most importantly, remember to bring your TX! This is not a hobby that you really want to rush into. Some people may be able to fly quickly, but flying well takes lots of practice. Getting the basics down is fundamental to being a good, safe pilot. Hang in there and keep in mind that every RC'er in the world has your back! [8D]