Here is my story.

I used to surf a lot while I was in school in Puerto Rico. Any surfer will tell you taht catching the first wave is the most natural and awesome experience one could feel: you and the force of nature one with one (never one on one).
Flying r/c and full scale is the closest I've ever felt to the sensation of surfing.

So my best analogy out of all of this: Surfing, you are playing with God. Flying, guess who is holding your airplane in the air......God.

Be happy. It makes others happy too.