I agree with test ..... I had that similar felling flying my nexstar,i would say to myself what would happen if i did a trick and crashed this bird $$$$$$$.so i bought an ultra stick 40 ugly as they are i had no feelings towards this plane, parked the nexstar, and i haven't flow it sense.I push it to the limits as often as possible, I bought it 8 months ago and its still in one peace, it worked for me an now i fly the stick all the time along with my extra and edge. 60 size planes ask some one you feel would give you good advice to stand with you and offer a good trick or two to try, in case you have a mishap, you could then hand it over if you don't feel confident, and they could get you out of it... or talk you threw it.