Funnel Web spiders. That's what I was think of. Is that what that spider is?

Maybe I need to see a shrink. I just can't help it. I hate spiders, but I'm oddly infatuated with them. I've never had any uniquely bad experiences with one to cause my fear, I am just allergicaly afraid of them, yet if I see a show about them on Discovery, I can't help but to watch (while paralized in fear)[&:].