I see 3 choices and one necessity.

Choices:Superstar ARF @$100
Tower ARF @$60 http://www2.towerhobbies.com/cgi-bin...?&I=LXCAS2&P=7
Quit
If you buy a plane, build a basic, no gadget, learn to fly plane. There will be plenty of time later for bomb drops, paratroops, missiles or whatever. For now, FLY. OR NOT.

Necessity, required no matter which option you choose from above. Take control of your temper, it will lead you into trouble. That I can promise you, it did me.

Also, you need to slow down and think things through. How many times have we told you this. If you had taken your time and done a proper repair on your plane, none of this would have happened. Take the rest of the day off from flying and relax. Do something else you like to do. It's your first day out of school, enjoy it.