don't worry, you'll get a hang of it soon...

here's my story...

started out 2 summers ago, bought an aerobatic trainer thought i can fly fast and get into aerobatic. so took i finished and tried to take off in front of my house w/ a .40 nitro plane. one time it went up to 7 or 8 feet but there was a house down the PAVED runway so i put down elevator and broke the prop. that was so stupid of me, would have lost the plane or even injured someone.

people here are giving you the right advice, do what ever it takes to get an instructor, it would save some planes and $$$$