Wheels4009 -- having to use the rudder "soo much" is a blessing in disguise. Many pilots don't learn how to use their rudders for a loooong time. This really is a valuable part of your learning experience & should be considered normal. If you think that the NexSTAR is ugly -- just wait a bit -- there's a lot more in store for you down the road, particularly if you can't use your rudder effectively.