Wow, I guess you'll take a lecture from him, then. You won't head any advice, and you wont take anything slow, and you'll end up crashing your four star, and this mans generous gift as well. Sorry to be harsh, but dude, you are out of control. I think you should promptly appologize to brschmid. He was definitely trying to help you out, and trying to relate to your situation--even said he was just like you at one point, and you spit in his face? You wouldn't last ten minutes in my classroom.
later