So bottom line: suck it up! if you don't have enough money then DON'T CRASH!
Reread why I crash in the first place.
I will only be able to fly for a month or two more, so my dillema is whether I should spend money on RC. I could "borrow" from my savings account, but I don't know if I would be able to put the money back. I don't want any sympathy. I posted this thread to see what ya'll thought about my situation. I don't want to be a danger to anyone. I'll never quit for ever. I'm only asking about for anywhere from a few months to a year.