I'll tell you something you should learn and that is the use of paragraphs. Whenever I see a mass of words like yours, without any logical breaks to aid the reader, I ignore it. Your writing is what's know as stream of consciousness which is no more than emptying out of your head a collection of memories without any thought.
Ciao,
Mr Akimoto
Huh??? Wow, an english instructor? Read up on forum etiquette, will ya. We dont get personal here.