I am just like you Martno1fan “stubborn” the only way for me to get into this hobby is to teach myself how to fly without instructor .
I just want to do it by myself.
I will start like you and Flyboy76 and see what happens.

Flyboy76, I like J-3 cub from park zone but how is Shun Da J3 cub 3ch http://www.egrandbuy.com/3j3cubpirare.html

They kind a look the same but the park zone version cost $70 more.