whoa whoa whoa!...hold the phone. Getting into planes is awesome. Ive been into nitro cars/truck since i was little and i just recently got into planes about 2 years ago(now 18) and i never regreted it. I found a local flying club and got an instructor and now im soloing and looking for a second plane. Dont try to do it on your own, there are many people out there to help you. Dont just give up on it because your scared you may crash...get an instructor and it will greatly reduce that factor.
Get a plane and start the addiction!

...you wont regret it
-Dustin