PLANE JIM,
Personally I don't think anything that is written ,or will be written
here will change your mind one way or the other.

If you decide that you no longer need AMA then don't renew.
If for some reason it doesn't work out, then rejoin. It isn't like
you can't come back once you leave.

If I had a place to fly and didn't like to go to events I wouldn't
join either.

It's your call,
Roby