runnoahrun, the sigh of disapointment you have now, is nothing to the gut wrenching kick in the crotch feeling you would have after stuffing in your beautiful Gee Bee. Allow yourself to grow in the hobby, and work up to this advanced plane. The guys who stick to going about this hobby the right way, are the guys that will still be flying 50 years from now.

Give it time, and it'll fall into place.