Buy a 90 size heli in a kit form. After several hours of learning how to assemble tune and get the heli in perfect working order...
not to say anything about the big $$$$$$ for the heli. Well go out and crash it i good (bad) crash. This should releive alot of stress...lol

All joking aside, if you want to fly a stable heli outdoors a raptor 30v2 with an os 32 or 37 engine is a great beginner heli. Butt a flight sim is a MUST unless you only want to get in a few second of crash time before you put the heli back on the bench[>:][:@][:'(]