Ditto!! I finally soloed a couple months ago now & I still wonder if I'm gonna get it back down in one piece everytime I fly. I have a number of more advanced planes just waiting in the wings for me to break them out, but the key is knowing that at this point I would just break them up! Go ahead & build away as you like but have the good sense not to try to fly them until you are really ready. I don't mean ready in your mind, but in your skill level. Take it from someone that had to learn that the hard way. I ruined some very nice airplanes before I broke down & started back at square one with a Trainer & some real help. Good luck.