Don't forget you are going to crash the next one too, and probably the one after that, and the next....

Sometimes its nice to have an ugly plane to practice with, its easier to relax when you're not so attached to it...and after a few flights whatever you build might not look so good after all, hanging on the ceiling or wherever.

The real joy of RC is in the flying, put together a butt-ugly plane that flies well and I bet you will come to like it a lot more than you thought possible.