As someone who likes to catch his plane in a hover its all about attraction. I dont know what makes us do it. We see the plane there and we go towards the light

I love to hover close enough to smell the glow fuel and sometimes I have to blink a few times to get the exhaust off my contacts. I have no idea why I do it but hovering a football field away from yourself just doesnt seem right. Guys that hover two mistakes high over the pattern and sustain it for less than a minute and then come on here saying they can hover and they are a 3D pro doesnt set well with me. Is it dangerous?? Sure. Will I stop doing it?? NO. Been tail touching for over 6 years now.