I had a similar experience for my first few flights! I slammed my Sig Kadet Mark II into a hill side right after the first turn. You may have guessed my look of horror after 2 months of building it! It went from full airplane to kit version again in less than 2 minutes of flight
It’s an expensive hobby when you try to teach yourself

I finally mastered it with a Sig Senriorita then moved to an Astro-hog. In retrospect I should have looked for help! But I did get good at rebuilding airplanes.
Hang in there Natorato it is a fun hobby in the end!
John