I too had trouble learning to fly, i even had to by my own Buddy boxes cause our club didn't know when they were going to get them. next week they were renovating the landing strip, next week, too windy, i know it frustrating but stick with it, it will be more frusturating hearing the velcro from your walet. if you want to do it alone go ahead, just remember, if you crash it could be your plane, a house or some poor woman who gets killed if the prop gets her in the head or face. there isn't just random people on this site, a lot of us know what were talking about. everyone has said to get more help but, it's your decision let me know how you do.

Dave Trimmer

P.S. you also won't have the comradery as you would if your in a club.