RE: help me before i hurt myself
[color=#FF0099]F-18,
Just a thought, but even though there are no nearby organized clubs, perhaps there is a fellow RCer. Try contacting MAAC and asking them if there is anyone in your area. They may not give you the contact info, but I'm sure they would be willing to pass yours on to anyone close by.
The guys have all given you good advise here, but left out one detail....don't forget to breathe!
Best of luck and welcome to the addiction!!!
Bev