ok you live in BFE and you want to learn on your own. You could very well succed but the chances are not in your favor for sure. I know you said you want to start with nitro but there are a few EPP trainers out there now that could be a better route for you to take. They are electric but EPP can take a crash or 2 and keep on comming. If this is a hobby that you are interested in staying around in for a long time there will be plenty of time to fly a nice big gasser. But do your self a BIG favor and get a trainer. If not you will just get pissed off and quit the hobby.