You did not have the option to vote "once". I crashed once on maiden. It was my second plane and I was not ready for it. It was a Seagull models Decathlon. and I got airborn to soon and tip stalled on take off. If you don't learn after the first and continue crashing on maiden (pilot error not other failures) then maybe you need to have another experienced pilot maiden for you. It sounds as though you may be past the stupid mistakes phase though