1st of all, thank you all for the kind words. You really are the best, I am honored to stay with this site, maybe not as a pilot at-the-moment but still as a R/C lover.
2nd - I am disabled myself with a permanently damaged knee and back and I am on S.Security and I am only capable of doing certain jobs. Can not work in an office or work in stores because I can not sit or stand comfortably for long periods. The only way I would be able to fly would be at short bursts so I could rest between flights.
3rd - I do not have a car and because of personal problems can not get one.
4th - I am pretty certain I will not sell all the planes I own and I will promise you that whichever doesn't sell I will keep and learn on, but for the moment I gotta get any and all money I can get. 2 months behind on mortgage I just found out with another due in a couple weeks.
5th - my family lives in the same house I own (tenants through housing) and if I lose the house they lose their home. I have two opportunities to get income into my pockets, one being a realtor showing me how to reduce mortgage payments, the other renting my bosses/best friends apartment that I am still currently staying in and I could move into the basement apartment while I repair it (has a bit of damage).

Well I am drawling on and on (sorry) and getting off the subject of R/C but to end this long post: If either of those options work out I will not have to sell ALL the planes (some still but not all) and I will attempt to fly. Like I said earlier, I do not intend to give up R/C, but family must come first.

See you and thank you again for all your support both now and with all the R/C help that was provided throughtout.