You are all making sense, I will do my best to get the money in and learn to fly. I don't need all the models I built (about 6 ready or almost ready to fly and another 3 or so in the middle stages of build) so I will sell what I can and I am sure they will not all go, and thinking about it deep down I know now he would NOT want me to quit like this and pursue it anyway I can. The money needs to come in but I don't wanna give up my dream, it will be hard but I will do what I can.

Thank you so much for your support and encouragements.

IN HIS MEMORY I will continue what we have started in R/C, what the two of us wanted to share in this great hobby, as I think of him looking down at me while I succeed.

EDIT: I keep losing the pic of my dear friend in this post so I am adding it as an attachment.