I'm sorry to hear about your friend. I believe that things happen for a reason. I was flying for US Airways when Sept 11 happened. You know what happened, I lost my job. I wasn't having any luck finding a job and then my wife was diagnosed with cancer and I have a little girl who was 2 at the time. Believe in yourself. Look for the good and take advantage of it to better yourself and your family. Good things do happen to good people!! Good luck and keep your head high
chopper man