thank you Bev, chopperman, elenasgrumpy, armody, RCKen, bruce88123, Dave trimmer, MinnFlyer, aerowoof, Gary L, jetmech05, Mr67Stang, Insanemoondoggie, piper chuck for your kind words and encouragement. Thank you also to all who read this post.

Unfortunately, things must get worse before it gets better. Isn't that the saying? Going through all his bags and personal belongings I am finding certain bills I am now behind in, starting with a 2-month mortgage bill of over $1700, water bill of $300, electric, credit cards, gas, etc. etc. [:@] WILL IT EVER END?

I have not sold any R/C items yet but this is discouraging me almost to a breakdown point. I had to sell two ponies and now I have about four or five saddles to sell, some tack and barn articles I hope will sell to pay some of those bills. I am planning a huge tag sale to get rid of the stock in the store he was going to open and never got anywhere to completing. I am biting my tongue NOT to sell the R/C yet but how long can I hold on? Before you ask, completing and getting the store open is not an option I have the funds to accomplish.

But I still thank you all for your encouraging words.