By the way (although ive only been into the hobby for about a couple of months now...), this is NOT a hobby for people seeking instant gratification or pleasure. You must realize that building and learning your equiptment is most of the hobby. Enjoying it is a VERY LITTLE aspect, but VERY worth the effort. Take a day off, don't quit!!!! Sounds to me like you are trying to get it done too fast. take your time, you have your whole life for crying out loud. Relax.