That's the spirit. Don't let it bum you out. You should have a front row seat helping put that plane back together. You would learn quite a bit, and that too would help out your confidence. This is also the reason most people keep a trainer plane on hand. Just so you have time to build / rebuild when you don't have the weather to fly. Pushing the envelope isn't for sissies, is it? I still can't bear to bring any of my planes lower than 100 ft. while inverted after putting one in "pulling up" when I should have been "pushing up". Stick with it, next year you will remember these types of events, and what not to do to get into them.