Andy, I understand your frustrations. Do you have any club members or friends that might be able to assist you in getting this bird in the air? Once it's airborne, I think your frustrations will fade. All "ARFS" require a certain level of build experience. Nothing ever goes as planned. That's why they make models in the "RTF" fashion. For people that don't have time the time or experience to complete a build like this. A large model like this DOES require a certain level of build experience, from the engine installation to installing the radio gear. Some good advice has been given here. Take a deep breath, plug the hole and go again. If your this frustrated already, your gonna have a tough time as you have a long way to go.