Crash & Burn... my first.
Don't worry about it. You will know the next time. That is what experience does for you. Now that you have had it happen, the next time you will react without thinking about it probably. That is what I meant by tuition is expensive. You lost a plane, but you learned a lot. Keep a positive attitude about it and chock it up to experience. You will have fun flying the next one, or this one if you can get it fixed.