I had been trying to solder stuff for years, having a little luck with small joints like changing motors out in the pits. When trying bigger stuff, or atleast making them look nice and clean, I was always horrible at it. I thought the maybe God just didn't want me to solder. I eventually bought me a 35-100 W gun (has a trigger for extra heat) and I have been so happy with how it has worked. My dad's old irons from when I was in diapers were the problem I think.