SHD I,ve nothing to add beyond what Campgems and GB has already said but would like to say I wish you well with your priorities and I respect that.

Whatever you do or wherever you go do try to hang onto your gliders. They would not bring in much in the way of money but at some point in time you just may be able to pitch one off a ridge somewhere and that just may be the catalyst that keeps ya going.

Best of luck and it will get better.

John