Shaz; I too have a problem.
Back in the early 90s I was a big user of alcohol and nitro. (In those days we used D/Fs and although the chemicals were much worse for you, they were not quite real jets.) My habit was pretty bad; to the point where all my disposable income went into this addiction. Eventually however, in the late 90s, I was gradually weaned off by my caring wife who convinced me to concentrate on other areas of my life.
I managed to stay clean for nearly 7 years.
However, one day in 2006, I just happened to find myself strolling past my old dealers premise. I was of course seduced inside by memories of tearing up the sky. On entering his “shop” I soon discovered that a lot had changed in that 7 years. My old D/F jets were just pale imitations of the real thing, I could now buy pure, clean, uncut, turbine, and went home with a box marked PST.
At that moment I knew I had never been cured! The addiction is stronger then my will power.
I am now hopelessly dependant (but very happy), and my wife has accepted that this is my vice…


Roger